Post by little92miss on Nov 30, 2012 22:14:14 GMT -5
Oh I've wrote a few poems so I'll share some of them with you!
A New Me
I’ve become someone I never wanted to be.
I don’t know how to stop this change,
it’s already been set in motion.
I can never go back.
I’m spiraling out of control
no one help on to me when I began to fall.
Thy either turned their heads,
or smothered me so much that I wanted to be out of control.
They started this change,
I’m just helping it along.
This change may be wrong and I may hate it,
but I’m enjoying it.
I love the way it feels,
to be out of control,
to be someone no one wants me to be,
to be someone I knew was inside me,
waiting and watching.
She knew she would have to take over,
help me deal with life.
I love it when she is in control,
I’m always happy.
I hate it though.
I hate it because I know what my future is.
My future involves the struggle to live,
to make enough for my basics.
My future isn’t pretty,
but it’s not enough to stop me.
Nothing will ever be able to stop me,
unless God decides to hold me up
and take me out of this tornado.
In the Darkness
Waiting in the darkness,
trying to hide.
Never knowing,
but always hoping.
Always hoping he stays away,
always hoping he leaves her alive.
Will she be lucky tonight?
Will she ever escape this darkness?
She closes her eyes as she hears the footsteps,
coming closer,
and closer.
Healing Me
I owe it all to you.
You made me smile when I was hurting,
laugh when I felt like crying.
You pulled me out
when I thought he had pushed me in too far.
Thank you for helping me escape
the dark corners of my mind.
You are my sunshine that broke through the clouds.
You helped heal my heart,
little by little.
Friends
My friends are all around me,
so why do I feel alone?
They say they love me,
so why do I feel unloved?
Why do I pull myself away from the good things in my life?
Why do I curl up inside myself?
To spare me the hurt when I lose them?
I’m not sure why,
but I’m going to uncurl myself,
and enjoy my time with them.
They will die one day,
but so will I.
When that day comes I’ll rejoice the good times,
the bad times,
and the ugly times.
A New Me
I’ve become someone I never wanted to be.
I don’t know how to stop this change,
it’s already been set in motion.
I can never go back.
I’m spiraling out of control
no one help on to me when I began to fall.
Thy either turned their heads,
or smothered me so much that I wanted to be out of control.
They started this change,
I’m just helping it along.
This change may be wrong and I may hate it,
but I’m enjoying it.
I love the way it feels,
to be out of control,
to be someone no one wants me to be,
to be someone I knew was inside me,
waiting and watching.
She knew she would have to take over,
help me deal with life.
I love it when she is in control,
I’m always happy.
I hate it though.
I hate it because I know what my future is.
My future involves the struggle to live,
to make enough for my basics.
My future isn’t pretty,
but it’s not enough to stop me.
Nothing will ever be able to stop me,
unless God decides to hold me up
and take me out of this tornado.
In the Darkness
Waiting in the darkness,
trying to hide.
Never knowing,
but always hoping.
Always hoping he stays away,
always hoping he leaves her alive.
Will she be lucky tonight?
Will she ever escape this darkness?
She closes her eyes as she hears the footsteps,
coming closer,
and closer.
Healing Me
I owe it all to you.
You made me smile when I was hurting,
laugh when I felt like crying.
You pulled me out
when I thought he had pushed me in too far.
Thank you for helping me escape
the dark corners of my mind.
You are my sunshine that broke through the clouds.
You helped heal my heart,
little by little.
Friends
My friends are all around me,
so why do I feel alone?
They say they love me,
so why do I feel unloved?
Why do I pull myself away from the good things in my life?
Why do I curl up inside myself?
To spare me the hurt when I lose them?
I’m not sure why,
but I’m going to uncurl myself,
and enjoy my time with them.
They will die one day,
but so will I.
When that day comes I’ll rejoice the good times,
the bad times,
and the ugly times.